you went to Frisbee too, dang you went to all the Rialto schools!
i work in the kitchen, lame work.
when he first gave it to me i lost it and i was all sad baha it ended up being in his room, it use to fit big so it fell on the floor and i didn't realize till like 2 days later and he found, i don't think it means anything it was just a gift to show he wasn't going to "play" me while he was gone, now i kinda just wear it. I never wear it on my wedding ring finger because people in my family talk talk talk too ha.
yeah i think it was because or it is because they just dress older haa, i know my aunt, she lives in front of me and she was all surprised when i turned 20, i was like tia i'm only 3 months younger then Michael, my cousin, her son.
I'm pretty awkward on the phone, and i hate late night talk because i dose off and start gibbering, it's pretty embarrassing.

haha how in the world can you freak out on the small world ride?.. well I guess those dolls are a bit creepy haha
you would rather spend your money on something other than disneyland! :O haha not me haha I always go all out for disneyland.
Im so lame, Its ridiculous

I work at Frisbee Middle school.
i know! way to fast, but yeah there still together after this long, so it's cute.
my brother is turning 23 this week, his gf is 19 she's turning 20 this month too, i'm older, but she looks older i guess.
I know the other day i was wearing this ring Cesar gave me when he left to Santa Cruz, on my wedding ring finger and my mom was like why are you wearing that there! your not getting married, your young. It freaked her out.
I know us 90's babies are really later bloomers, I don't feel or look like i'm 20, it's crazy, and a lot of us don't look that old, and when i look at pictures of other people they look older then they really are, i don't get it, maybe it was just the time period or something.
wooow what a jerk! that's how Adrian kinda was but he replied all confused. haa
you would have phone chats with him! that's weird, haa.

haha yeah im addicted. My parents are always making fun of me because I'm 20 and still in love with disneyland.
aww why have they been terrible experiences? You should go again, 3rd time is a charm haha

I feel like that too, my parents like want me to get another job, and i'm like lucky that even have the one i have! it's so hard to get something.
I know theres couples who've been together like months and already having a baby or putting on a ring on it haa.
My parents dated 2 weeks and got married like withing the month, she was like 18, i'm just like dang momma what we're you thinking, I still feel too young for that studd getting married or engaged and what not. Dang your sisters got married and pregnanted young, your parents okay with that?
My brothers been with his gf for like 4years or something, but i still feel like he's not ready to get married, at least i don't want him to get married yet.
Yeah Adrian was kinda of mean in elementary school, his mom worked at the school too, i think she worked at Jehue or something.
Yes, yes I remember Louis, but i have a small remembrance of his brother thou, i can burly picture him.
You were not chubby at all! i think he must have confused you with someone else, haa and who say's that you we're "chubby girl" hahah, woow.
Yeah she does look way different now.
bahaha i feel like that too when i see a girl I use to know all sweet and "innocent" with a baby i'm like what the, that's just weird, your not suppose to be doing that! ha
I know, everyone knew you as the teachers kid, how was that legacy for you?

I know we seem like bitches, but we're not! i feel bad, because it's not like i feel superior to them we're just timid like you said.
oh wow i know i feel like a kid too, because i'm like burly making it, and theres all these girls with families, and husbands it's crazy, i'm just like i just have a boyfriend, you know the same one from high school, we're not married or anything, haa. They all grew up to fast, that's what i like saying but then my mom had my brother when she was 20, but i still just feel so young. I just recently found out that some girl is having a baby and i'm just like wahhh you have a baby, you use to be so goody-too shoes! but whatever, good for them.
I added Adrian on myspace, and he was like do i know you? he added me because i explained to him we had like every class in elementary school together, but that was ultimately very embarassing. I remember Amanda, and Melanie too, Melanie changed a lot no? I remember seeing her walk around Rialto once.

i feel like that too! i never really try to look all cute i just put on whatever and i feel all "tore-up" too haha

yeah i felt the same way, dang we should have just said hi!
I feel like that even when i want to add them on facebook or myspace, like i can imagine them being like i only talked to this girl for like a while, and that was when i was a kid, why is she trying to add me hahaha. I know what you mean, and sometime when i see some kids from elementary with babies! i'm like dang what the heck i would have never imagines you having a baby! that to me is so crazy.

yeah yeah i remember that, she still lives there, i think because i always see her aunt when i walk my dogs or something. That's happened to me before where i actually had the courage to talk to someone and they made it all awkward like they didn't know how to react, so that's why i just do the "rude" thing and just turn away, and hopefully they don't notice.

thanks

do you feel all awkward when you run into someone from the past?
I kinda just freeze up and do try to avoid them, unless i have a little courage then i'll say hi or something.
Like when i saw you in RCC in 08, i was like her is that Raylene, and I remember telling my friend, i was like hey i use to be friends with her in 5th grade, and she was like go say hi she's all alone, and i was like nah she probably don't remember me ha.
I haven't seen Stephanie since high school or something, and she lives like right around the block!

I can be patient, i think, i handle kids well. That's when we had all out fun, and then we started getting older and started caring about everything ha.

I know it's like dannng i can't believe that was like a year ago, oh life it's going by to fast.

haha yeah the kits that come with rhinestones. I want one too!
They weren't that expensive. The ones I got were $3 for 5 on Ebay

now that i have them I haven't done my nails haha I feel so lazy